Tuesday, July 28, 2009

naive - to be trusting, childlike. sincere, innocuous.
is that me? seriously? jeremy and mich say that i am. and jt totally agrees. online defintion saysthat i'm too 'wide-eyed'. hahah. looked it up elsewhere and it says 'babe in the woods'. what the eff man. i think trusting and childlike could just about push it.
i know they worry about me being cheated, being hurt again. can i really cope with that? i trust all them so much it hurts. but when feelings come into play, the mirror becomes a murky pond, a smokescreen. i really cant tell the truth from a lie.

i put my trust in your hands.
everyone's screaming no.
but i can't let it go.
my head says one way,
my heart the other.
please dont hurt me.
not again,
i couldnt go through
all that once more.

what we could have been, 12:10 am.